what's wrong with me?

I am a very sensitive girl, i have a fragile heart. I get hurt easily and take a lot of thing personally. I don't always look perfect and sometimes i get insecure. I always act like i'm happy then goes home and wishes to be gone, i always laugh just to keep the tears from falling. I over-think sometimes, and it worries me that you don't love me as much as i love you.
What if you left me? What is going to happen? What if you done love me anymore? If i say the same things all the time, will you get bored of me? If i'm too mean to you, will you drift away from me? If you see me all the time, will you get sick of me?

I've tried my best to be what you want me to be.

Right now, i just want you to hold and tell me that everything is going to be alright. Kiss me and tell me that everything is forever. I don't want to cry myself to sleep, i hate feeling pathetic.

scars- alison inraheta